I am now down to 142kg having spent a week in hospital eating next to nothing and then a week at home not eating much .
I am really not in the right frame of mind for writing in this blog - I hate my life and every single aspect of it - I wish I could wake up and it all just be a bad dream or someones idea of a bad joke
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Aw chick-you hang in there. Ignore all the half wits on trade me and look at those gorjuss photos on your page and think "I have to do this for my kids" I went through depression last year and never thought I would get through it. Everything got on top of me and I just couldn't cope. I would spend 1/2 the day on the couch crying. Hubby told me to go to the docs or he was going to walk out.He had had enough. I finally got the courage and went and got on some medication and Im happy to say it made a BIG diference to me and how I felt. Please please talk about your feelings to someone-even us strangers as sometimes it is easier to talk to strangers than friends and family. BIG HUGE CYBER HUGS coming your way. And hey if you ever need a shoulder to cry on Im in Rolly so only 15 minutes from you....
I'm so glad youhave bloged today...I don't really know what to say, but agree with everything that Chookness has said...AND...you are such a beautiful person inside and out (have seen ya pics here and ya personality shines through on the TMMB), again I'm glad that you have blogged. Take care my friend :)
hey red, I know I dont know you in real life, but have always thought you are such a cool lady, you have class even when others stooped so low. I have been thinking about you and wishing I could be a friend to lean that you say you need. I know I am in Auckland but maybe we could email or something. I to am a big lady on a journey to shed this weight and also suffered PND so know how you are feeling to some extent (I used to hate it when people said they knew how I was feeling cos they just didnt). I dont know if you are up to talking yet or if you even want to but please know the offer is open and genuine. I will come back here to check in as not sure if I am allowed to leave my email address. Even if you dont want to make contact please know I care and I am in your corner. Life sucks sometimes and having someone listen to me without judging and condemning me really helped. Try to count your blessings each day, and if you can replace a negative thought with a positive one (even once a day is a start) all the very best and I hope to hear from you x
Hiya Red-How are you doing this morning? Let us know how you are doing please.
OI YOU. You started this blogging and YOU inspired so many of us others to join you and blog as well. YOU did that Sarah. Clearly not of us agree with you as we are here and supporting you on the blog. Dont give up you just need to sort out things in your head. heehe sounds so easy but it wont be it will be a big journey so why dont you stop concentrating on the weight loss and turn this into a blog on the journey to happiness. Nothing wrong with writing down how you feeling it may even help process all those thoughts. Keep blogging here already you have some comments which are proof peole out there care. We almost need a safe private closed group where we can create a safe place to help you Red. Email me girl. Love Liz
Where you at Red?? Hope all is ok with you:o)
I have been coming back heaps too, hoping to hear how you are. Hope things are improving, will keep checking in -- let us know how you are -- (((hugs)) and strength and love to you
Still here red. I hope you are coming back to this.
just heard your great new Red. Now thats got to be a fantastic reason to hold your head up high yeah?
Big Congrats!!!!!!!! Love your life and good luck for December :-)
Oh my god-Is the good news to do with the expanding the family size????!!!!! If so wow thats fantastic.
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